I mean. Seriously.
The middle part is always the best don't you agree? Not the beginning. Not the end. But in the midst of everything.
Beginnings are always tiring as you have to do everything all over again when you meet all these brand new faces and environments. The fact that you have to adjust to the environment and people around for only a fixed amount of time. I mean. It's absurd cos when it ends, you're going to start at the beginning again. With new faces. New surroundings. Sume bende baru la. ALL OVER AGAIN.
But then again., you can't really do anything about it kann?
I know for a fact that it's a part of life and it's somehow, a mandatory thing to do but I just get tired of it sometimes ya' know?
My foundation is ending in a month's time and though I can't wait for the assignments and exams to be complete and finished, never have the thought of wanting to end foundation cross my mind. well. Except at the beginning though.
The start of my foundation year was really horrible. I almost felt glad that foundation was only for a year. I had no friends, no cliques or whatever and everyone underestimated me. Thinking I was just some girl who got lucky to be able to enter TESL. And when Syasya moved to Intec, things felt harder to me as I no longer have my closest friend here.
But like I said. Beginnings are always the hardest. And so is the end.
As time goes by. I made friends. Friends that I can rely on, that I could go through everything together with, and at the end of the third month, I had wished for foundation to be much much longer. I was having too much fun.
Now, with just the blink of an eye, we're reaching the end of our journey. It's hard. To end something that you feel so good about. To end something that you wish with all your heart to go on longer.
Beginnings are the hardest.
But the endings.
They're the worst.
Beginnings are always tiring as you have to do everything all over again when you meet all these brand new faces and environments. The fact that you have to adjust to the environment and people around for only a fixed amount of time. I mean. It's absurd cos when it ends, you're going to start at the beginning again. With new faces. New surroundings. Sume bende baru la. ALL OVER AGAIN.
But then again., you can't really do anything about it kann?
I know for a fact that it's a part of life and it's somehow, a mandatory thing to do but I just get tired of it sometimes ya' know?
My foundation is ending in a month's time and though I can't wait for the assignments and exams to be complete and finished, never have the thought of wanting to end foundation cross my mind. well. Except at the beginning though.
The start of my foundation year was really horrible. I almost felt glad that foundation was only for a year. I had no friends, no cliques or whatever and everyone underestimated me. Thinking I was just some girl who got lucky to be able to enter TESL. And when Syasya moved to Intec, things felt harder to me as I no longer have my closest friend here.
But like I said. Beginnings are always the hardest. And so is the end.
As time goes by. I made friends. Friends that I can rely on, that I could go through everything together with, and at the end of the third month, I had wished for foundation to be much much longer. I was having too much fun.
Now, with just the blink of an eye, we're reaching the end of our journey. It's hard. To end something that you feel so good about. To end something that you wish with all your heart to go on longer.
Beginnings are the hardest.
But the endings.
They're the worst.
