In your humble opinion, how long does it take procrastinator to make its next move? A procrastinator would say a whole lifetime, unless a due date is given.
I don't know when procrastination became a part of me, but one day it just did and I have never had enough willpower to fight it wholeheartedly. For many years, ongoing efforts were made to fight it but as you can see, to no avail.
And as my work starts to pile up to an impossible mountain, my anxiety level increases. But the procrastination never backed down regardless how dire everything seems to be. Believe me I'm trying to fight it every single day. I know that I'm no longer at an age where procrastination is allowed. I know that if I still maintain this unhealthy habit I will never achieve the goals I have set upon myself. And everyday I try to find some sort of motivation to help me overcome this stupid habit.
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I've always admired people who are able to change themselves. Change their habits for self betterment cause it is hard as hell. You fight with yourself everyday, and during those internal struggles, you can't be happy. You're too focused on a battle that never seems to end and you end up having no time to feel happy at all.
Some say if you can't fight em, join em. And procrastination is really good at recruiting people. If procrastination was a person, I would die to be her apprentice. How do you stand tall in the midst of all the hatred directed towards you? How are you able to fight everyone and prevail as the one bad habit in almost every person's life that they can never seem to really eradicate? Just how do you do it?
