Just cause I read one of my friend's blog and I feel like doing it myself.
1. When I said I believe in the existence of mermaids, I truly mean it.
2. There's only one person I would sacrifice anything for and he doesn't exist in this world.
3. I love rain. Like L.O.V.E. The heavier the better.
4. I believe that when I finally meet someone who truly loves me back he would run away once I reveal every part of me. And I will because I don't want him to stay under any illusion
5. Birthdays are very important to me. Like super. If I had all the money in the world I would probably spend a fortune on it on all of my best people.
6. Anyone who knows me well knows that I love dark coloured lipsticks, From the darkest green to the hollowest black.
7. I prefer ketchup over chilli sauce because it simply tastes better. But most of the time I don't prefer both of the sauce in any of my food.
8. Evanescence is my music soulmate and Amy Lee is my familiar.
9. Misanthropic since '00
10. I am a 3 in 1. If you know what I mean.
11. I don't believe in positivity and survive on negativity because life works better when you anticipate the worst.
12. I look up to Bellatrix Lestrange. She is the ultimate master.
13. And of course Helena Bonham Carter is my all time favourite actress.
14. Harry Potter is life. It was the beginning of my memories and it will forever be the one thing I go back to when I need to feel a sense of belonging.
5. Birthdays are very important to me. Like super. If I had all the money in the world I would probably spend a fortune on it on all of my best people.
6. Anyone who knows me well knows that I love dark coloured lipsticks, From the darkest green to the hollowest black.
7. I prefer ketchup over chilli sauce because it simply tastes better. But most of the time I don't prefer both of the sauce in any of my food.
8. Evanescence is my music soulmate and Amy Lee is my familiar.
9. Misanthropic since '00
10. I am a 3 in 1. If you know what I mean.
11. I don't believe in positivity and survive on negativity because life works better when you anticipate the worst.
12. I look up to Bellatrix Lestrange. She is the ultimate master.
13. And of course Helena Bonham Carter is my all time favourite actress.
14. Harry Potter is life. It was the beginning of my memories and it will forever be the one thing I go back to when I need to feel a sense of belonging.
15. Slytherin all the way.
16. The fact that I may never go abroad. That I may never get the chance to live and work there terrifies me. It terrifies me greatly.
17. Most of my closest friends may have gone through this mandatory phase of mine. At one point, as I get real close to a person I would then have a phase where I feel suffocated by their presence and I would do anything to avoid them at all cost. This will usually last for about two or three weeks. idk why but it's something I cannot help and I will go through it with every person that I'm close to. And within that phase, they either stay or leave me permanently. I don't really mind either since it is my own fault.
18. I'm allergic to skinship. I try not to be and sometimes when people do skinship I try to let it be but only merlin knows how every hair on my body was standing up.
19. I have trouble expressing my gratitude, fondness or love for someone because I can't and probably will never because I was never used to it and I did not grow up with it. So I don't go around and throw words like 'love' and 'best friends' at simply anyone. In fact I hardly ever say those words to anyone.
20. If I had to show my gratitude and appreciation, it will usually come in the form of actions or gifts.
21. I believe everyone will leave if they ever find out the real truth about me so I try to keep them all at a distance.
22. My parents gave pretty harsh treatments as I was growing up but it made me the person that I am today and I'm always conflicted on whether to feel thankful or resentful. I guess the former is a better way to look at things.
23. I feel like I'm independent enough and I aspire to be a full independent woman but I would then realize how much I'm still relying on everyone around me and that sucks big time.
24. I like dark chocolate best.
25. I want to be so skinny people would whisper how skinny I am behind my back.
26. Materialistic and I'm not ashamed of it.
27. Amazingly horrible at lying.
28. Sarcasm is not a defense mechanism, it's an involuntary habit of mine. Well it used to be and it has dialed down a lot since then but I'm trying very hard to make it a habit again.
29. Believe it or not, my arch enemies in high school are now some of the people I can't live without.
30. My biggest and I MEAN BIGGEST pet peeve is people who love to give spoilers. Like I would literally give them the silent treatment if they ever do it on purpose.
31. I used to be an indoor kinda girl but as I grow older I develop a fascination for outdoor activities. That being said doesn't mean I don't love to stay indoor for a whole month and read fanfiction because of course I do.
32. I think I'm only pretty in photos because anyone can look good in photos.
33. Selfies. Lots of em.
34. I had maids until I was fourteen and I was closer to them than I was with my own my family.
35. Once you really get to know you'll figure out how dull my personality really is.
36. My favourite meal at McDonald's is the quarter pounder and I will forever hold a grudge against McDonald till they bring that burger back.
37. If anyone asks me of my closeness with my siblings I will say that the extent of our relationship is simply a biological one.
38. The one consistency in my life is my existence. And so that will forever be my first priority.
39. Sometimes I think people are too judgmental over music and I find such people big phonies.
40. Out of all the people I've met in my entire life, there was only one that truly understood me even without me telling how I really felt and it used to scare me sometimes how she easily decipher my hidden feelings and if there is one person I regret not keeping in touch with after boarding school ended it would be this person.
41. I have a thing for vintage items and pin-up fashion.
42. My shoe size is 10 or 11 and though I have an undying love for stilettos and pretty footwear, they probably hate the way my feet looks cos it's so hard to find a size that truly fits my feet.
43. Studying and living abroad is not something I figured I'd wanna do in my adolescent years and also not because I think my country is at a horrible state or anything(even though it is). I want to do it since I knew it was possible (which was at the age 12) because I was never happy here. Not even as a kid.
44. If my religion had allowed it, I probably would've ventured into performing arts and singing rather than language.
45. I believe a huge part of my self esteem issue comes from the fact that my sisters were skinnier and prettier while I was the bridget jones in the family,
46. My anger has three stages. The first level is when I scream and shout. The second level becomes a silent treatment. The third level is full ignorance and cutting you off from my life because I don't get that angry too often.
47. My favourite part of my body is my hair. I cherish them above every other body parts.
48. I've always loved long hair. I hated my childhood years cos my mom would force us to all get the same short ear length haircut. It was ok for my sisters cos they had straight hair but I was curly and so looked extra ugly with that hair. I despised short hair since then.
49. I need at least three or four pillows to sleep comfortably.
50. Second child syndrome.
18. I'm allergic to skinship. I try not to be and sometimes when people do skinship I try to let it be but only merlin knows how every hair on my body was standing up.
19. I have trouble expressing my gratitude, fondness or love for someone because I can't and probably will never because I was never used to it and I did not grow up with it. So I don't go around and throw words like 'love' and 'best friends' at simply anyone. In fact I hardly ever say those words to anyone.
20. If I had to show my gratitude and appreciation, it will usually come in the form of actions or gifts.
21. I believe everyone will leave if they ever find out the real truth about me so I try to keep them all at a distance.
22. My parents gave pretty harsh treatments as I was growing up but it made me the person that I am today and I'm always conflicted on whether to feel thankful or resentful. I guess the former is a better way to look at things.
23. I feel like I'm independent enough and I aspire to be a full independent woman but I would then realize how much I'm still relying on everyone around me and that sucks big time.
24. I like dark chocolate best.
25. I want to be so skinny people would whisper how skinny I am behind my back.
26. Materialistic and I'm not ashamed of it.
27. Amazingly horrible at lying.
28. Sarcasm is not a defense mechanism, it's an involuntary habit of mine. Well it used to be and it has dialed down a lot since then but I'm trying very hard to make it a habit again.
29. Believe it or not, my arch enemies in high school are now some of the people I can't live without.
30. My biggest and I MEAN BIGGEST pet peeve is people who love to give spoilers. Like I would literally give them the silent treatment if they ever do it on purpose.
31. I used to be an indoor kinda girl but as I grow older I develop a fascination for outdoor activities. That being said doesn't mean I don't love to stay indoor for a whole month and read fanfiction because of course I do.
32. I think I'm only pretty in photos because anyone can look good in photos.
33. Selfies. Lots of em.
34. I had maids until I was fourteen and I was closer to them than I was with my own my family.
35. Once you really get to know you'll figure out how dull my personality really is.
36. My favourite meal at McDonald's is the quarter pounder and I will forever hold a grudge against McDonald till they bring that burger back.
37. If anyone asks me of my closeness with my siblings I will say that the extent of our relationship is simply a biological one.
38. The one consistency in my life is my existence. And so that will forever be my first priority.
39. Sometimes I think people are too judgmental over music and I find such people big phonies.
40. Out of all the people I've met in my entire life, there was only one that truly understood me even without me telling how I really felt and it used to scare me sometimes how she easily decipher my hidden feelings and if there is one person I regret not keeping in touch with after boarding school ended it would be this person.
41. I have a thing for vintage items and pin-up fashion.
42. My shoe size is 10 or 11 and though I have an undying love for stilettos and pretty footwear, they probably hate the way my feet looks cos it's so hard to find a size that truly fits my feet.
43. Studying and living abroad is not something I figured I'd wanna do in my adolescent years and also not because I think my country is at a horrible state or anything(even though it is). I want to do it since I knew it was possible (which was at the age 12) because I was never happy here. Not even as a kid.
44. If my religion had allowed it, I probably would've ventured into performing arts and singing rather than language.
45. I believe a huge part of my self esteem issue comes from the fact that my sisters were skinnier and prettier while I was the bridget jones in the family,
46. My anger has three stages. The first level is when I scream and shout. The second level becomes a silent treatment. The third level is full ignorance and cutting you off from my life because I don't get that angry too often.
47. My favourite part of my body is my hair. I cherish them above every other body parts.
48. I've always loved long hair. I hated my childhood years cos my mom would force us to all get the same short ear length haircut. It was ok for my sisters cos they had straight hair but I was curly and so looked extra ugly with that hair. I despised short hair since then.
49. I need at least three or four pillows to sleep comfortably.
50. Second child syndrome.
