how are

you?

For real though, how are you peeps out there. Though ever since I change my blog address I haven't gotten many readers. Ahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahhahahahhahahhahahahha like I used to have lots ahahahhahahahhahahahhahahhahahahhahahhahahhaha

I'm 22 but who says I can't dream anymore keujo?

Indeed. Months of abandoning my blog has made me sound like my sixteen year old self again. Then again, what if I'm actually still sixteen at heart. Age is just numbers after all.

Yet the thought of me still being sixteen at heart terrifies me. Because it means I haven't grown. That I have not learned my lessons. That I am still stuck under the illusion that things will be alright for years to come.

That I am young.

And though being or feeling young has its perks, I don't want to live in blissful ignorance my whole life. It just doesn't feel right and I don't want that for myself anyway. not anymore.

But as days passed I find myself hanging on to a thread that leads to nowhere but.

It stresses me out that I keep thinking on how to push myself forward. How to better myself.

At the very least, have a direction in life again.