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Showing posts with label page 17 out of 365. Show all posts

Thursday, January 17, 2019

One of those days.

It's one of those days. 

One of those days that I always pray would never come again.  


There is this terrible feeling at the pit of my stomach. It started yesterday, and I thought atleast, by this morning it would go away. A false alarm. But it just got stronger and more apparent. The worst part is I never know what will go down till it happens. And I wish it will happen soon. Whatever it might be. However bad it might be. 

The last time this happened was 6-5 years ago and I don't even remember what happened after that. I just remembered I had a really bad day after a particular incident and at the end of it, a sense of relief washed over because that terrible gut feeling is no longer attached to my every waking moment. 


Saturday, January 17, 2015

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Due to internet connection difficulties, I have no choice but to blog about each day a day late okaay it's not that I've forgotten my resolution or the promise I made to myself but because of unavoidable circumstances I can't do anything but wait and hope that the internet connection at my house will be okay again soon so I can blog peacefully again. Haih.