The word sorry isn't easy to say. And yet everytime I say it to someone, I feel liberated. I feel like a burden is taken off my shoulder and now I can at least cross another name off my list.
But at times. I sometimes wonder why I keep repeating my mistakes when I myself don't like to apologize over and over again. Apologies repeated are worthless ones. Because it means you're never really sorry. You're doing it out of mere obligations.
So is that it then.
Am I doing it just because it's my obligation to do so. Just because I don't wanna rot in hell.
Is my soul so condemn that there is no turning back for me.
Either way,
I'm sorry.
But at times. I sometimes wonder why I keep repeating my mistakes when I myself don't like to apologize over and over again. Apologies repeated are worthless ones. Because it means you're never really sorry. You're doing it out of mere obligations.
So is that it then.
Am I doing it just because it's my obligation to do so. Just because I don't wanna rot in hell.
Is my soul so condemn that there is no turning back for me.
Either way,
I'm sorry.
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